Monday, September 20, 2010

Reflections on Summer

Since the last post it has been Summer. Lots of travel and time spent with the family this year... some but less tour guiding for visiting friends. I tend to do more photojournaling via Facebook than actual journaling, but here's the 10 line summary:

- Trip to WI for my cousin Melissa's wedding, followed by a few days of wandering around Chicago.
- Camping in North Cascades national park and the hike up to Cascade Pass
- Walking the shore of Lake Washington during the car free Sundays along the boulevard.
- Dinners on the patio - wearing sunglasses to avoid the blinding sunset reflections on the sound.
- Attempted camping along the Columbia river... we visited the Maryhill Museum and Syncline winery before realizing that the main campground near there was full then completing the big circle around the Cascade mountains with dinner in Portland and a drive back to Seattle.
- Cruise to Alaska with Allison's family and some of their friends.
- A couple of SAM events at the Olympic Sculpture Park.
- Took my parents and grandparents up to the Paradise Inn on Mt. Rainier for a couple days as a delayed Christmas present.

Looking back on the months it has been grand. I can't complain at all - it amazes me how good it is to be able to do even a fraction of what occurs.

It is now fall. The mornings are cooler, the days are rainier.

Onward to sweaters and tweed, teas and soups.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Places

For someone that doesn't particularly like heat, I have a number of nostalgic memories of summer from the various places that I've lived.

In Milwaukee summer meant weekly bike rides to the neighborhood frozen custard shop, festivals at the lakeshore and the Friday fish fry, to go, brought to the various parks along the lake. The atmosphere in my mind was like a more humid Seattle - generally not hot with a nice breeze off the water. Not many places have air conditioning, so the city slowed down a bit and lived outside for a few months.

Then we moved to Charlotte. Summer there is different - for one there's about 6 months of it. The other is the pervasiveness of air conditioning. It is pretty much a requirement in that climate to be sure, however it changes the approach to summer. As a kid growing up there we'd play basketball or baseball for an hour or two, then sit inside with a cold soda and video games for an hour. Bike rides to downtown Matthews were followed with more cold drinks in the air conditioning. It also shifted the focus of the day into the evening. The best time to play sports with friends was when you could barely see the ball, since it was finally not too hot.

College in Raleigh - I didn't approach it the right way in many respects. However once I started spending the summers there I gained a different understanding of the south during that time of year. In Charlotte life doesn't really change with the seasons - it's a collection of environmentally isolated buildings that just continues with business as usual all year. Raleigh is both small enough and a college town that the slow southern summer is still a part of life. I learned to value morning walks in the old neighborhoods of town. On the weekends I'd wake up about 7 and go out for a walk until lunch. Walking on the shady side of the street at all costs, the smell of the humidity and clay soil and waxy magnolia tree leaves baking in the sun - seeing the garage sales and farmers' markets - it was nice. A lot of businesses closed or ran reduced hours when the universities were out of session. It was quiet, and slow and peaceful.

The 4 year return to Charlotte was to be honest, a mess. I didn't give myself any time, and the seasons were absent for the most part. Two minor things stand out in my mind as nice summer memories though. The apartment at Phillips Place had two doors that opened up to a courtyard and fountain. Sunday nights in the summer the NPR station had a program called Nightscapes - some world music, some electronic jazz, it was a proper soundtrack for lounging around the apartment with the doors open and the running water background noise - very relaxing. Also, a work habit that I tried to keep up for sanity sake was taking the full hour, perhaps slightly more, for lunch each day, whether I needed it or not. A result of this is that over time I was able to walk every street in the downtown and near-downtown grid in Charlotte. It was nice, in the summer, to find the few shady park benches around downtown and watch the leaves slowly shift in the nearly imperceptible breeze.

The Seattle experience has been a tale of two seasons - the rainy season - which makes me want to leave every April or May or June - it just drags on. Then summer. It is glorious. However I probably won't know what I'll miss until I move on.


Thursday, July 1, 2010

Impermanence

2 months since the last series of thoughts... and I'm not even busy. That may actually be the problem.

May was great. Allison and I traveled to the northeast to visit an array of friends who we don't see as much as we should. We like the idea of being closer, but wonder if we'd just go back to the 'no time' east coast way of life, which would invalidate the reason for going back.

June has been like January, weather wise - lots of rain - not much warmth to go with it. There was a long weekend in Wisconsin for a cousin's wedding, then a couple days in Chicago, which were similarly cool and rainy.

I turned 29... not specifically an important age. 30 is when I officially am old it seems, though that's just a number catching up to reality.

I still feel as if I'm on vacation - like I have to return to real life at some point. The job is uneventful. I still think of this as a good thing after the bank job. I help people solve problems for 8 hours a day, but don't have to take problems with me when I go home. It's nice. It wasn't enough of a next step though. The current thought is to take one more year, then evaluate what else I can do here.

Hopefully July will present hiking weather. I tend not to care as much about the minor problems of life when there's a mountain and a sunny weekend.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

The week alone.

Allison is spending this week in NC visiting her mom and grandparents. As such I've had a lot more free time than usual, and I usually have a lot of free time. Some thoughts.

- I like the idea of having a hobby, something to tinker with, but in reality, it just means buying more stuff.
- However there are things that I have the support structure for already - like a car, but I haven't had a car for a year. There's an old BMW I might go see later today, but the rational side of my brain is telling me just to give up and get rid of all of the car-stuff while I'm living out here.
- The other problem with a hobby is that many of the ones I've thought of aren't social. Playing rec-league soccer or something after work appeals to me, but most of the fields are way out in the suburbs, unsurprisingly.
- I think the problem is that I don't feel settled, and don't know if I want to feel settled, in a place, presently. A male afraid of commitment - how stereotypical you might say. I think it's just the ongoing conflict of 'Is this the job, place and life I wanted?' Life's good, stable job, enough income for good food to cook and nice shirts, right now, so yes is the current answer. The follow up question to that is 'now that I've figured that out what else is there for the remaining 60 years of life?' and '60 years, that's a long time, what do I have to do to prepare for it?' and 'is preparing for it, emotionally, financially, even possible right now?'
- I suppose that kind of thinking and those kinds of questions are why most of the rest of the world is so big on distractions...

Monday, April 26, 2010

Something Amazing

It was a nice day yesterday - went for the longest bike ride in a year - and never once felt like I was about to be run over. Go Seattle.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Day 24 - Irony

While it is unfortunate that there was a loss of life in this case, it is rather ironic that an oil well exploded and sank on Earth Day.

I think back to the car commuting days in Charlotte, and the gas price spikes/shortages for a couple summers in 2005-7. It was not a major source of worry, but I was at least made more acutely aware of the absurdity of having to drive everywhere in that city. $4/gallon gas was one of the reasons I sold the V8 powered BMW in favor of a series of progressively more fuel efficient cars, then the Vespa. I still miss the scooter - it made commuting fun, and very cheap - 2 gallons of gas would last as many weeks. After the move out here, even the Vespa was an unnecessary luxury. Currently I'm vaguely looking for a non serious car for summer weekend trips. Nothing may come of this though. I have been enjoying how simple life can be without many of the modern trappings. (Luxuries or Conveniences are not the correct words it seems)


Monday, April 19, 2010

Day 21 - Asparagus

Today's inspiration for happiness and the official sign that spring has arrived: local asparagus. Drizzle with olive oil, bit of salt, bake for 20 min to soften. It's the taste of green, only sweeter.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Day 18

Today's inspiration for happiness: Capitol Hill (Seattle)

How many neighborhoods would have a block party (bands, mobile food vendors) for a new bookstore, much less the re-location of a bookstore that had already existed for a couple decades. Good show.

And it's good to see that Elliott Bay Books found a more favorable rent deal. Can't imagine what the previous landlord was thinking letting them go.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Day 16 - Bruschetta

Similar to the cappuccino the story here is about balance. It's toasted bread, rubbed with garlic, some chopped tomato, herbs and mozzarella (ok, that last one is probably an Americanization, but it works). There shouldn't be so much of any one of the ingredients that you miss out on one of the others. As with many good things in life - it's all about balance.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Day 15 - Walking by Macrina bakery on the way to work

Today's inspiration for happiness: that yeasty/buttery smell that you get when walking by a bakery in the early morning hours.

Every day when walking to work I am fortunate to have to pass by Macrina bakery: http://www.macrinabakery.com/ Even though I go to work early, they've been there for a couple hours already and are turning out beautiful breads and pastries at 6am. It's a good thing they don't open until 7, else I would probably have not lost as much weight over the last couple years.

For a city that is not particularly large, Seattle has a number of excellent bakeries. Here are links to a few of them (who make bread in addition to sweets - if I were to list dessert only or cupcake only the list would be 4-5x as long).

Three Girls

Monday, April 12, 2010

Day 14

Not exactly an inspriation of happiness, but an enabler. Benadryl antihistamine. This post brought to you by tree pollen.

One nice thing about Seattle is that the flowering/pollen part of the year is also a part of the year where it rains frequently, which moderates the effects.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Day 12 - Water

Not drinking it - just looking at it. I've been sitting here for an hour - watching the wind form wave patterns across the sound. The ferries pass by occasionally and add their own wake V patterns to the mix. It's serene - and doesn't cost anything more than time.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Day 10 - NPR

The daily voice of reason. I subscribe to a couple dozen RSS feeds which randomly update with an assortment of economics news, automotive stuff, and culture... it is kinda a personalized list of things I'm interested in presently. However even rather large blogs lack the balance of the major news programs on NPR. I appreciate that.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Day 9 - Green Tea

Today's inspiration for happiness: green tea.

In loose leaf form - three steeping cycles per teaspoon of leaves, different flavors in every cup, low on caffeine, and in most cases inexpensive. And the routine of it, as with other things in the list so far, makes me slow down life occasionally. That may become a common idea and I'm still learning how to deal with it, but in the short term at least it's pretty nice.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Monday, April 5, 2010

Day 7

Under a week and I missed Day 6: it was a partly sunny Easter Sunday - we spent it walking around Capitol Hill. The art museum up there had a new exhibit - a collection of Japanese woodblock prints from the 17-1800's. Part of the collection was an early print of the Great Wave ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Great_Wave_off_Kanagawa ) - it is a beautiful print but the other more tranquil nature scenes from the same series were perhaps more interesting to me.

So, to catch up - Day 7 of things that inspire happiness: the short cappuccino.

I think at this point I've sampled this drink from every coffee shop in the greater downtown Seattle area. There are two schools of thought on the cappuccino in this city. Some coffee shops treat it as a short latte, with more actual milk mixed with the espresso than milk froth. (otherwise termed the wet cappuccino) The other is to have the espresso with only the thick layer of milk froth on top. (dry cappuccino) Either way the general idea is to have the primary taste be the espresso, with a secondary taste of the steamed milk, and not too much of either. The result is a very well balanced drink, and my favorite coffee variation.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Day 5 - Wool

Wool - it's like Polartec, but less clingy and better looking.

This post inspired by the cool and breezy day here in Seattle.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Day 4

Today's inspiration for happiness: seasonality.

Walked through Pike Place market after work today to get a couple things for the pizza planned for dinner.

While the corner grocery has a few things year round - potatoes, onions, peppers, mushrooms, carrots... it's the seasonal things that make the market special.

The asparagus has been slowly marching northward. In the winter it comes from Peru, then Mexico, now in spring we're seeing California, then shortly Oregon and then Washington toward the end of April. The local apples are also fading out. California citrus has been big lately. Berries are starting to creep northward as well.

There's something that's continually optimistic about noticing the progression of seasons through what you eat. It's impossible to be bored with food when it is only around for a few months at a time, and it helps pace life. Stock the pantry with a few staples - rice, beans, noodles... and add whatever's interesting as it shows up.

This kinda goes hand in hand with the focus thing-a-day from earlier in the week. Since moving out here and slowing life down it has been far more enjoyable.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Day 3 - Dali Atomicus

Not being an art history major, this was only a recent find, but it is one of the more fun photographs I've seen: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Salvador_Dali_A_(Dali_Atomicus)_09633u.jpg

The photographer, Philippe Halsman, noted that it took 28 attempts to get the best combination of throwing 3 cats through the air, a bucket of water, and Dali jumping. What an excellent use of an afternoon.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Day 2

Things that inspire happiness: focus

Ok, it isn't a thing, but there are those simple things that require absolute attention for a short period of time. Threading a needle, dicing an onion.

There are times when I run a lot through my mind, so shoving it all to the back burner for a minute helps things be more ordered later on.